i guess you've all heard about the tragic events that happened in russia last week...i think it's only fair that we stop and take a moment in our busy lives to consider the pain and suffering of so many innocent people young and old. ignoring all the political issues and the religious and national divides, i ask you all to spare a thought for those who died and lived through such a horrific event.

school's over...for EVER! what a great sounding sentence!! we finished 10 days ago and since then it seems like an eternity has passed...
i have never before had the feeling of waking up and knowing that there is absolutely nothing that i should be doing, being utterly lazy all day long, days going by unnoticed. constant parties are making me forget which day is which..i was really surprised to discover that today is already monday but even though it doesn;t matter! i'm completely free from all obligations until 5th October by which time i will probably be quite glad to go off to uni!
for the moment i'm making no plans and just living...finally...it's about time!!

i can't wipe the smile off my face!
everything's suddenly going really well!! finished school today and got the marks i needed for uni! woohoo!
yesterday had the bac ball at which two major events occurred. firstly, i made up with a person who i haven't spoken with for about 4 years!! we had a massive fight and it caused lots of grief on both sides...but now finally we managed to clear the air. secondly, i got it on with a guy i had a massive crush on last year...before he went off to uni. haven't seen him since but he hadn't changed..still as lovely as ever and we had a very nice time together !
so generally life's good and i want to spread the happiness by saying that no matter how shite things seem there will always come a time when suddenly everything will seem great!!

why is it that every time i plan something it always ALWAYS buggers up!! this summer i wanted to go on holiday with friends, have a really wild time and make it a time to remember...but of course nothing came of it and now i'm stuck going on holiday with my parents again!!
someone suggest something pleeeeease!!

this is an entry that only the ladies will truly appreciate...i've managed to make myself really happy again...and what was it that made me feel so good? trying on my ball gown for the bac ball that we're gonna have in 10 days!! it's such an amazing dress. proper debut style with a corset like top and a big full length skirt. the colour's also really cool...a rose pink that sometimes shimmers a little green.
...i wish these stupid orals would be over and done with and that we could finally fully enjoy life! i can't wait til the end now and dressing up today made me feel really uplifted. i know it sounds highly superficial and stuff that clothes can make you happy...but in all fairness it's absolutely true! no one can feel miserable when they're wearing a really beautiful dress which is rustling around your feet...
well it made me happy anyway!